ughh... hi guys, i'm back and strong again. sorry about the hiatus :D i promise i will do an actual post tomorrow. the internet is ridiculous today. tomorrow dad and i will go to donutes for coffee since we have an hour to spare while waiting for mum and bro at church so i'll most likely use that time to post.

i'm gaining weight so fast, so disappointed in myself. my healthy lifestyle that i have maintained in australia is now completely ruined, just because in taiwan, mum has to cook differently for dad and wayne. and we eat out a lot, so even though i try to control my portion, there will still always be tons of oil T^T nooooo my oil free lifestyle.... the only thing that hasn't changed is my lack of interest in fatty foods. i really don't crave for sweet stuff nowadays, eating icecream is a crime. nono, none of that. i feel like crap when i eat crappy food. it took great practice to get to this level. needa do something to save myself. at this point i'm just getting worse and growing sideways. ughhh. also, my gym membership apparently expired - facepalm-. life is never going to be the same.

cousin kelly invited me to hang out with kevin and kent at a-mei's concert. love amei, she's a freaking amazing singer but i wanted to arrange a short trip with my family on sunday, hmmmmm what to do. also kevin and kent are probably the meanest people i've come across (to me), what are they going to say about me this time.... :(

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, GUYS, THIS IS THE HOLIDAYS. USE THIS TIME USEFULLY, PRODUCTIVELY. SPEND SOME TIME READING BOOKS, SPEND SOME TIME STUDYING MATHS AND CHEMISTRY. PLAN YOUR DAY. YOU'LL FEEL ABSOLUTELY GREAT ABOUT YOURSELF WHEN YOU FINISH THE DAY WELL.

remember, to always help those in need. do something kind this week. go to queen street and give the blind, old man who plays an instrument some coins. go to some random shop and donate at the counter.

help those who are in need. we're so lucky. we all have craploads of problems, pain that we might have to deal with for a lifetime, but we're so lucky. to even be here, to have what we have right now! we're all blessed. remember, there are always people out there going through worse cases. if you have the power to help, why not? you'll feel great about what your existence can do, how your tiny action can help other people. trust me.

i'll leave you with something to think about...

"Happiest are the people who give most happiness to others." - Dennis Diderot

lets all try to be happy chaps, yeah?