okay its 11.40pm ish, i'm deep asleep, (how surprising!) but i'm woken by some continuous loud bashing with some steel object. It's all really strange, I wake up thinking wtf is going on its so late. Then i start hearing a voice coming from probably the very bottom floor. sounds like an old grandma, but i have no idea what she's saying. all i can tell is that she is saying something over and over again. okay my dad just went out to see from the balcony, what the heck is going on. okay there are many heads poking out the window. the bashing gets louder. i'm really starting to freak out. where the hell is the manager of this complex?

and yeah. that was about it. after a few mins the manager got to the lady and i have no idea what happened except for the fact that the lady was bashing something really loud. we'll find out tomorrow for sure.

(ADDITIONAL NOTE: okay its 12 ish and i just found out from my dad that the old lady was yelling out things like "help!" and "someone's trying to kill me!" things like that and i assume since no ambulance or police has come, it probably wasn't something big. so thank goodness. according to my dad the lady is a bit crazy. still worried for her though...)

btw, i don't know if i'll be active in the next few days. a few things are really starting to get in the way of my new "positive living". i'm pretty much the type of person who keeps things to themselves, so i decided to stay away for a littleeeeeee while because what's on my mind has just become serious to the point where, if i blogged during this time, i might end up sounding really depressed and thus TRANSFER NEGATIVE ENERGY TO YOU GUYS. ( i care THAT much about you guys -sobsobs- )  i sorta need to adjust my mindset and move on. life is not always the way you expect it to be.

well until then, cya.